He Doesn’t Want to Talk to You*-part 2

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Part 2

I woke to the steady, indifferent rhythm of machines.

For a moment I did not know where I was. The ceiling was too white. The air smelled of antiseptic and something metallic. Then the pain returned—dull now, heavy, centered deep in my chest—and memory rushed back in fragments: the marble floor, the unanswered calls, Selena’s voice saying he didn’t want to talk to me, the emergency button under the island.

I tried to move. A soft restraint of tubes and monitors held me in place. My left arm ached where an IV had been placed. Something was clipped to my finger. A cannula rested beneath my nose.

I was alive.

The thought did not bring relief so much as a flat, exhausted surprise.

A nurse noticed my open eyes and moved quickly to the bedside. She spoke in the calm, practiced tone of someone who had done this many times.

“Mrs. Romano, you’re in the cardiac unit at Mercy Harbor. You had a heart attack. The doctors performed an emergency procedure. You’re stable for now, but you need to rest and not try to sit up.”

I tried to speak. My throat felt raw. Only a dry sound came out.

She gave me a small sip of water through a straw and checked the monitors. “Your husband has been here since they brought you in. He’s just outside. Would you like me to get him?”

I stared at the ceiling for several seconds.

The last voice I had heard before the darkness was Selena’s, telling me Victor did not want to speak to me. The humiliation of that moment still sat beneath the physical pain, sharper in its own way. Part of me wanted to refuse. Another part of me—the part that had spent seven years waiting for him to come home—needed to see his face and know whether the fear I had heard in Daniel’s report had been real.

I gave the smallest nod.

The nurse left. A minute later the door opened again.

Victor stood there looking like a man who had not slept and had not expected to need to. His suit jacket was gone. The sleeves of his shirt were rolled unevenly. His hair, always precise, was disordered from running his hands through it. For the first time in years, he did not look like the man who controlled rooms simply by entering them. He looked frightened.

He crossed to the bed and stopped, as if uncertain whether he was allowed to come closer.

“Elena.”

My name in his mouth sounded different—stripped of impatience, stripped of the distant courtesy he had used with me for months.

I turned my head on the pillow and looked at him. The effort made the dull pressure in my chest tighten.

“You didn’t answer,” I said. The words were thin but clear.

Victor’s throat moved. “I know.”

“She answered.”

He closed his eyes briefly. When he opened them, the guilt was naked.

“I didn’t know she had taken the phone. I didn’t know you were—” He stopped, then forced himself to finish. “I didn’t know you were dying on the floor of our kitchen while I was across town.”

The sentence hung between us. I watched him absorb the weight of his own words.

“She told me you didn’t want to talk to me,” I said. “Those were the last words I heard before I thought I was going to die.”

Victor’s hands curled into fists at his sides. “I will deal with Selena. That is not—”

“It is exactly the point,” I interrupted, surprised by the steadiness in my own voice. “You allowed a woman who is not your wife to decide whether my call was important enough to interrupt your evening. You have been allowing that for months. I called you four times, Victor. Four. While my heart was failing.”

He looked as if I had struck him. For a long moment he said nothing. Then he pulled the chair closer to the bed and sat, leaning forward with his forearms on his knees.

“When the emergency alert came through, I thought I was going to lose you,” he said quietly. “I have spent the last hours being told that money cannot guarantee outcomes, that the best specialists in the city still work inside the limits of a damaged heart, that I have no leverage here. I am not used to having no leverage.”

I studied his face. The fear was real. So was the self-reproach. Neither of those things erased the years of being treated as an afterthought, or the sound of Selena’s dismissive laugh while I struggled for air.

“I almost died alone,” I said. “On the floor of a penthouse you bought, wearing a marriage that had already become a formality. That is the truth of last night. Everything else is secondary.”

Victor’s eyes were wet. He did not look away.

“I know.”

A doctor entered before either of us could say more—Dr. Amelia Brooks, the same woman who had spoken to him earlier. She checked the monitors, reviewed the chart, and explained in clear, measured language what had happened. A significant blockage. Emergency angioplasty. A stent. Damage to part of the heart muscle that would require careful management going forward. I would need medication, monitoring, cardiac rehabilitation, and a significant reduction in stress.

When she finished, she looked at both of us.

“Mrs. Romano needs rest and stability more than anything else right now. Emotional upheaval is not medically helpful. I recommend limiting difficult conversations for the next day or two.”

Victor nodded. I said nothing.

After the doctor left, the room settled into a heavy quiet. The machines continued their steady work. Outside the window, the city moved on without interest in what had nearly ended inside this room.

Victor remained in the chair. He did not try to take my hand. He seemed to understand that the right to touch me was no longer automatic.

“I will not insult you by making promises right now,” he said at last. “You have heard too many of them. But I will be here when you wake. And Selena will not be anywhere near my life after today.”

I turned my face toward the window.

“I don’t know what I want from you yet,” I said. “I only know that the woman who answered your phone treated my life as an inconvenience, and you had given her the power to do it. That cannot be fixed with flowers or apologies or the best doctors money can buy.”

“I understand.”

“Do you?” I looked at him again. “Because for a long time I made excuses for how little of you I received. I told myself your work was important, that I was fortunate, that wanting more of my own husband was somehow ungrateful. Last night those excuses stopped working. They stopped working the moment she told me you didn’t want to talk to me while I was dying.”

Victor’s jaw tightened. He nodded once, slowly, as if accepting a verdict.

“I’ll be outside,” he said. “If you want me to leave the hospital entirely, say so. I will not argue.”

He stood. For a moment he looked as if he wanted to say something else, then thought better of it. He walked to the door and paused with his hand on the frame.

“I’m glad you’re alive, Elena.”

The door closed behind him.

I lay still, listening to the machines, feeling the unfamiliar heaviness in my chest where part of my heart had been permanently altered. The marriage I had been trying to save the night before already felt like it belonged to a different woman—one who had still believed that enough patience and enough understanding might bring her husband back to her.

That woman had called him four times while her heart failed.

This one had survived.

I closed my eyes. Exhaustion pulled at me, deeper than ordinary sleep. Somewhere beyond the door Victor Romano, a man accustomed to controlling outcomes, sat with the knowledge that he had nearly lost the one person who had once loved him without calculation—and that the near-loss was entirely of his own making.

I did not know yet whether I would stay in the marriage.

I only knew that I would never again beg a closed door or a silenced phone for the basic dignity of being heard.

The machines kept their steady count.

I let sleep take me, not as surrender, but as the first quiet decision of a woman who had almost not lived long enough to make any more.