The Buffalo Robe

Part One

Anna Whitcomb did not marry for love.

She married because hunger had become more frightening than a stranger.

At twenty-two, dressed in a borrowed wedding gown already stained with Oak Haven’s mud, she rode away from town beside Lucien Hale—the silent mountain man she had agreed to marry only hours earlier—while cold rain slashed the foothills and her lip tasted of blood from biting it so she would not cry in front of a man who had not asked her to smile.

Three weeks before that rain, her father had died of lung sickness in a room that smelled of boiled onions and debt. The debts outlived him. The house emptied itself of anything a bank could name. A notice was nailed to the door before the grave dirt had settled, the hammer blows neat, official, uninterested in the fact that she had washed his face for the last time with the last clean cloth in the drawer.

By Tuesday the mercantile had refused her credit with a courtesy that was worse than shouting.

By Wednesday the boarding-house owner had offered her a bed in exchange for labor that made her stomach turn—the kind of offer that pretends to be mercy and is only a different hunger wearing a key.

Then Lucien Hale had entered the general store carrying three prime beaver pelts slung over one shoulder as if they weighed nothing and everything.

His patched canvas coat was faded nearly colorless. His gloves had no fingertips. He smelled of wet mule, pine pitch, and the kind of weather that does not negotiate. He did not look at the bolts of cloth. He looked at the room.

He asked one question.

“Is there a woman in Oak Haven desperate enough to brave the high country?”

Everyone stared. Staring was cheaper than answering.

Anna stepped forward.

She did not remember deciding to move. She remembered the boarded door. The merchant’s polite no. The boarding-house smile. The borrowed dress hanging in a cupboard that was not hers. She remembered that love was a word for people who still had breakfast.

The preacher who married them used the shortest service the town allowed and did not ask whether they had eaten. Lucien paid him in coin that looked cleaner than his coat. Anna signed her name without flourish. The gown’s hem collected more mud on the way to the buckboard. No one threw rice. Rice was food.

Now Lucien drove.

Oak Haven vanished behind a curtain of rain and black timber. The road climbed. Anna held the seat because her hands needed an occupation that was not wringing themselves. The wedding dress wicked water. Her hair came down in cold ropes. She would not ask him to stop. Asking was a kind of owing, and she was already in debt to a ceremony.

“Wind’s picking up,” he said.

His voice was low, unused to being spent on comfort.

“I am fine.”

“I didn’t ask if you were fine.”

He pulled a heavy buffalo robe from behind the seat and dropped it across her lap. The weight was shocking—animal, dense, still holding a ghost of some other year’s winter. Pride told her to throw it back. Pride had not stood in a mercantile while a man counted whether she was good for a sack of flour.

Another blast of icy rain struck her face. Her shivering went from dignified to violent, the kind that makes the teeth into instruments.

She wrapped herself in the robe.

“Thank you.”

Lucien said nothing.

The robe smelled of smoke and fat and the animal that had worn it first. It was the warmest thing that had touched her in three weeks. She hated that the warmth felt like a vow she had not read.

By late afternoon the road had narrowed between black pines, stone cliffs, and a ravine deep enough to swallow the wagon and the marriage and the last of Oak Haven’s opinions. The horses’ hooves struck wet rock and slid and caught. Lucien’s hands on the reins were sure in the way of a man who has already imagined the worst and packed for it.

Anna’s stomach cramped. She had eaten half a hard biscuit the previous morning and nothing since, because the wedding morning had not included a table, only a signature. Hunger made the rain louder. Hunger made the robe heavier. Hunger made her aware of the pulse in her scraped-raw lip.

They camped beneath a granite overhang that leaned out like a forehead. The rain became a curtain beyond it. Lucien unhitched with movements that did not waste themselves. Anna climbed down from the wagon, and her numb legs, which had been pretending to be legs, collapsed. She struck the freezing mud and scraped both palms raw. Blood welled, thin and immediate.

Lucien barely glanced over.

“You break an ankle,” he said, still working a buckle, “you’re walking on it anyway.”

Fury burned through the cold. She wanted to scream that she had not asked for his mountain, that his question in the store had been a trap made of weather, that a man who offered a robe and no hand up from the mud was a contradiction she did not have the education to solve.

Instead she stood.

She swallowed the tears before they could become evidence. She wiped her palms on the ruined gown because the robe was too clean to spoil with her pride. She refused to let him see the give in her knees.

Dinner was salt pork sliced thin, hardtack soaked in coffee burnt enough to count as a spice, and silence so complete the horses’ chewing became conversation. Lucien ate as if eating were a task. He refilled her tin without asking whether she wanted more. She wanted more. She ate what was given and did not thank him a second time. One thank-you was already a crack in the wall she needed.

“How much farther?” she asked when the fire had found a steady voice.

“Two days. If the snow holds off.”

“And if it doesn’t?”

He raised his head.

For the first time she saw his eyes clearly in the flame—pale blue, the color of a thing that has been left out in weather and has not broken. Not kind. Not cruel. Occupied.

“Then we eat the horses and walk.”

She waited for him to smile, to make it a mountain man’s joke, the kind men tell so women will sleep.

He did not smile.

Anna wrapped the robe tighter and watched the dark beyond the overhang invent shapes. She had married a man who spoke of eating horses the way other men spoke of changing a wheel. She did not know, yet, whether that was honesty or a warning.

Before sunrise he packed camp with a care that sat strangely on a man in fingertip-less gloves. He checked every harness knot twice. He rubbed the horses’ flanks and spoke to them in a register he had not used on her. He folded the buffalo robe as if folding were a liturgy. He wiped frost from the wagon brake with a rag that had been a shirt in some other life.

Nothing about him seemed gentle.

Nothing about him was careless either.

That frightened her more than cruelty might have. Cruelty she had already met in the boarding-house doorway. Care, applied without tenderness, was a tool she could not yet name.

They rolled at first light. The rain had thinned to a needle-fine sleet. The borrowed gown under the robe had dried into a map of stains. Anna’s palms scabbed as she held the seat. She watched the country climb into a version of itself that did not include mercantiles or preachers or bank notices. Pines stood like a jury. Stone lifted its shoulders.

By noon Lucien abandoned the main trail without announcing the decision.

He guided the team onto a track so narrow Anna would have called it an animal path if a wagon were not following it. Branches closed overhead. The sky became a rumor.

She stiffened.

“This isn’t the road.”

“No.”

Her fingers tightened on the seat until the scabs complained.

“Where are you taking me?”

He gave no answer.

The forest swallowed the last gray strip of weather. Wet needles brushed her shoulders and left water like fingers. No ordinary wagon should have entered this country; the axles complained; the horses laid their ears back and went on because he asked it of them. Anna thought of the store, of the pelts, of the question that had sounded like poverty looking for a witness. She thought of iron gates she had never seen and did not yet have words for.

Then he stopped.

Ahead stood what appeared to be nothing except a solid wall of dark pine, dripping, impenetrable, a dead end dressed as wilderness.

He climbed down.

Anna watched him push aside a thick curtain of branches that had been trained, she realized—trained like a hedge that did not admit it was a hedge.

Behind the boughs were enormous iron gates.

Her breath caught and hurt.

No traveler could have found them by accident. The path, the curtain, the iron—this was a mouth designed to stay shut.

Lucien unlocked the gates with a key that did not match his coat. He led the horses through. The gates swung with a sound too well-oiled for a trapper’s life.

Anna stared beyond him.

Something enormous rose between the trees.

Not a cabin.

Not a shack with smoke and a single window.

A mansion.

Massive stone walls climbed above the pines as if the mountain had agreed to be domesticated and then changed its mind halfway. Tall glass windows held the gray afternoon and threw it back. Golden lanterns burned behind polished panes though it was only day. Stone towers disappeared into drifting mist like the thoughts of a rich man who had decided weather was a servant.

Anna could only stare.

The buffalo robe suddenly felt like a costume. The salt pork felt like a lie. The man who had said they would eat the horses felt like a door that opened on the wrong room.

Lucien reached beneath his ragged coat.

From an inner pocket he withdrew an old iron key, darker than the gate key, worn at the shoulder from a hand that had used it often enough to deny the coat.

He stepped toward the mansion’s enormous front doors.

Before he could set the key in the lock, one of those doors opened from the inside.

Golden light spilled onto wet stone.

A well-dressed stranger stood in it—wool, a clean collar, the kind of boots that had never met Oak Haven’s mud. He looked at Anna in her ruined gown and borrowed robe. He looked at Lucien in canvas that had no right to approach this threshold.

The man’s face drained of color as if someone had pulled a stopper.

“Mr. Hale,” he whispered. “You weren’t supposed to bring anyone here.”

Lucien went completely still.

The rain ticked on the iron behind them.

Anna sat on the wagon seat with hunger in her belly and blood on her palms and a marriage certificate somewhere in a pocket that was getting wet, and she understood—too late for Oak Haven, too late for the preacher’s shortest service—that the poor mountain man she had married to escape one kind of emptiness had been hiding something far more dangerous than wealth.

The door stood open.

The lanterns burned.

And the high country, which she had agreed to brave because hunger had outranked fear, closed its pines behind the gates like a secret deciding whether she would be allowed to leave it alive.