Three Sacks of Flour-Part 2

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Part 2 — The Latch

The cabin was one room and a loft, and it was cleaner than Ruth’s porch had ever been. A stove that drew. A table with one chair and a stool. Pelts on a frame. A bed built into the wall, blankets folded, not tossed. Hollis came in behind me, thump-drag on the boards, and shut the door against the wind.

“Loft’s yours,” he said. “Bolt works from up there. I sleep by the stove. Door bars from the inside. You can bar it.”

I kept the bag on my shoulder. “Ruth said you bought a wife.”

“Ruth sold a daughter for flour. I paid what she asked so Emiline’s cough wouldn’t become your winter.” He hung the buffalo coat. “I need someone who can keep a fire and a garden and not die on the ridge. I don’t need a woman who thinks the plow bought her mouth. You can leave in the spring if you hate it. The flour stays. That was her price, not yours.”

I did not believe him. I also did not have a road back in the dark. I climbed the loft and found the bolt was real.

In the morning he showed me the well, the woodpile, the smokehouse. He did not watch me like a purchase. He watched the trail, and the leg, and the sky. When I burned the first biscuits he ate them. When I set two plates he said, “You don’t have to wait for me to start.”

On the third night the wind took a shutter. He was slow getting to it. I was not. We fixed it with numb hands, and afterward he looked at the bone-handled knife I had set on the table within reach, and did not take it.

“Your father’s?”

“Yes.”

“Keep it. A person ought to have one thing nobody traded.”

Something in me shifted again, past confusion, not as far as trust. Emiline had the flour and the cough and the gingham curtains. I had a loft that locked, a blanket that smelled of woodsmoke, and a man who dragged a ruined leg and still said spring was my choice.

I barred the door that night because I could. In the morning I unbarred it. Hollis was already at the stove, coffee going, the extra cup set out without a speech. I had been sold before I learned his heart. I was beginning to learn it anyway, one unasked cup at a time.