Six Weeks to March-PART 2

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Part 2 — Why She Left in October

She took the room. She did not take the silence that came with it.

His name was Ellis Ward. He said it once, at the back door, as if names were tools and he disliked lending them. The room was clean, cold, and had a bolt that worked. She set her father’s satchel on the chair and was in the barn again before the kettle boiled.

Rue would not hold a foal on dull coat and vanished muscle. Six weeks meant feed she would actually eat, a stall that did not draft on the bad hip, and hands that stopped treating her like a verdict. Wynn watched from the aisle and did not offer help until she asked for the good hay, not the stemmy stuff in the end bay. He brought it. His brother, Cal, brought the opinion.

“Last one fussed over that mare too. Didn’t change March.”

“What did she change?” she asked.

Cal glanced at the house. “She left.”

Ellis found her at dusk with Rue’s feed chart already started on the back of the notice she had pulled from the post office board. He read it without comment. Then he said, “You want to know about October.”

“I want to know what I’m walking into.”

“Her name was Ada. She understood horses. She understood the books better. Two seasons of lost foals, and she started asking where the money for the good hay went. It went into a note I signed when the river took the lower fence. I didn’t tell her until she found the paper.” He rubbed a thumb along the stall door. “She said she wouldn’t stay to watch me starve a mare to pay a bank. She was half right. I was all proud. She took the morning coach. I nailed the notice up in January because pride doesn’t foal out a bay.”

She let that sit. “I’m not here to marry the debt. I’m here for six weeks and a different March. If the hay is in the end bay because of the note, say so. I’ll spend what has to be spent on Rue and not on the kitchen.”

“Kitchen can wait.”

“So can speeches.”

Something almost like the feed-store look crossed his face. He nodded.

They built the weeks in small, unromantic pieces. Warm mash. A blanket on the cold nights. Hoof work Cal pretended not to approve of and then did correctly. Ellis stopped standing in the doorway like a man awaiting a funeral and started standing where she could hand him a bucket. Rue’s eye cleared first. Then the hip. By the fourth week she met them at the stall door.

Wynn said, one evening, “Ada wrote. She’s in Reedsville. She asked if the mare was still alive.”

“Tell her yes,” she said. “Tell her the note isn’t the mare’s fault.”

Ellis heard that from the tack room and did not argue. Later he set a second lamp in the barn without being asked. March was still ahead of them, and hope was a poor feed, but the trembling had gone out of the fourth stall. The woman who had learned to be invisible in Calder Flats stood with her hand on a dark bay stripe and did not feel invisible at all. The question of October had an answer. The question of what she would do when the six weeks ended, she had not asked yet. Neither had he.