THE HAND ON HER BELLY-Part 2

Part 2

Jack’s hand remained steady on her abdomen even as another contraction locked Emily’s body. Rain hammered the canvas above them. The horses stamped and snorted under the rocky overhang. Lightning flashed again, turning the interior of the freight wagon briefly white.

“Breathe through it,” he said. “Slow. Don’t push. Not yet.”

Emily tried. The pain was different from the ordinary aches of the past weeks—deeper, more organized, and far too early. Seven months. Daniel’s child was not ready. She was not ready.

When the wave eased, Jack lifted his hand only long enough to shrug out of his heavy coat and drape it over her. His palm returned to her belly, pressing gently in different places, mapping something she could not feel from the inside.

“Talk to me,” she managed. “Please.”

He met her eyes. Water dripped from his dark hair onto the collar of his shirt. The pale blue of his irises looked almost colorless in the storm light.

“The baby’s turned wrong,” he said. “Sideways. Transverse. And the pains are coming regular. If it stays like this and labor keeps on, neither of you will make it.”

Emily’s breath left her in a thin sound. She had heard of such things in quiet, frightened conversations among women on the trail—babies that would not come the right way, mothers who bled, children who never drew breath. Daniel was already in the ground beside the North Platte. The thought of losing what remained of him was a cold worse than the rain.

Jack’s voice stayed level. “There’s a settlement two days’ hard travel north if the trails were clear. They’re not. But there’s an old line cabin I use when the freight runs late—about four hours if the horses can manage the mud and we don’t lose a wheel. It’s dry. Has a stove. Basic stores. We go there.”

“And then?”

“Then I try to turn the baby if the pains ease enough. If they don’t, we do what we can and hope someone rides through.” He paused. “I’ve turned calves before. A time or two, foals. It’s not the same. But it’s what we have.”

Emily nodded once. Fear still sat heavy in her chest, yet the simple fact that he had a plan—and that he spoke it without false comfort—steadied her more than kindness alone could have.

Jack moved quickly after that. He checked the lashings on the freight, calmed the lead pair with low words and firm hands, then climbed back inside only long enough to help Emily brace herself against the crates and blankets. He gave her a folded strip of clean cloth to bite down on when the pains peaked.

“Hold to the side rail when it hits,” he told her. “I’ll keep the wagon as steady as the ground allows.”

The next hours blurred into rain, mud, and the rhythmic torment of contractions that refused to stop. Jack drove the team with a focus that bordered on ferocity, choosing every path that offered slightly firmer ground, dismounting twice to free a wheel from sucking clay, once to cut a fallen branch that blocked the narrow track beneath the overhanging rock. Each time he returned soaked and silent, checked on her with a brief look, and took the reins again.

Emily counted the time between pains the way she had once counted stitches in a quilt. They were not shortening yet, but they were not lengthening either. Between them she drifted in a haze of exhaustion and memory—Daniel’s hand on her belly the night he first felt the child move, the small wooden cradle he had started carving and never finished, the way he had promised the West would be kinder than the crowded streets they had left behind.

It had not been kinder. But the man driving the wagon through the storm had not left her to die beside a broken axle, and that counted for something in a territory that rarely offered second chances.

Near dusk the rain began to thin. The wind shifted. Jack guided the team down a shallow grade and into a stand of lodgepole pine. A low cabin sat against the slope, its roof intact, a stone chimney dark against the trees. He halted the horses, set the brake, and was at her side before she could try to rise on her own.

“Easy.”

He lifted her as if she weighed nothing and carried her through the door. The interior smelled of cold ash and dry wood. He laid her on a narrow bunk built against the wall, then moved with the same economy she had watched for four days—fire laid and lit, water set to heat, dry blankets pulled from a sealed trunk, a lantern kindled. Only when the stove began to throw real heat did he return to her, sleeves rolled, hands washed in the steaming basin.

“I need to check again,” he said.

Emily nodded. She had long past the point of modesty. Survival left little room for it.

Jack’s hands were careful, almost apologetic in their firmness. He felt the shape of the child, the tension of her abdomen, the position that still refused to cooperate. When he finished, his expression was grim but no longer startled.

“Still transverse. Pains are holding steady. I’m going to try to turn him—or her—while there’s still space and before these pains get stronger. It will hurt. You’ll need to breathe and not fight me.”

“Do it.”

What followed was the longest stretch of controlled pain Emily had ever endured. Jack worked from the outside, using steady pressure and small, deliberate shifts, talking to her in the same low voice he used on the horses—calm, continuous, giving her something to anchor to. Twice the child seemed to slip toward the proper position only to slide back. The third time Jack held the new alignment with one hand while the other guided from lower down. Emily felt a deep, internal rolling sensation, then a sudden change in pressure.

Jack’s breath left him in a short, rough sound.

“There.”

He kept his hand in place for another minute, confirming. When he finally eased back, the hard line of his shoulders had dropped a fraction.

“Head down. Not perfect, but better. Now we wait and see if the pains settle or if this baby decides to come early anyway.”

Emily’s eyes burned with exhausted tears she refused to let fall. “Is it alive?”

Jack was quiet for a moment. Then he placed his palm flat against her belly once more and waited.

A distinct, solid movement answered him—strong enough that both of them felt it.

“Yes,” he said. “Stubborn. Like its mother.”

The storm spent itself sometime after midnight. Emily dozed between contractions that gradually grew further apart. Jack kept the fire going, checked her temperature with the back of his hand, and forced her to drink weak broth he had heated from stores in the cabin. He slept in short intervals on the floor near the stove, never far enough that she would have to call out twice.

By morning the pains had eased to an occasional tightening. The baby continued to move. Jack examined the position again and judged it stable enough for travel once the trails firmed.

They stayed two full days at the cabin while the worst of the mud dried and Emily regained a measure of strength. In that time the silence between them changed. It was no longer only the quiet of two strangers thrown together by necessity. Jack told her, in spare pieces, that he ran freight between the rail towns and the isolated ranches, that he had lost a younger brother to a river crossing years earlier, and that he preferred the mountains to most company. Emily spoke of Daniel without the sharp edge of fresh grief, describing the way he had laughed and the plans they had drawn on scraps of paper by firelight.

On the third morning Jack loaded the wagon, helped her settle against a nest of blankets and crates, and turned the team toward the nearest settlement that had a proper doctor.

They arrived near evening. The doctor, a tired man with kind eyes, confirmed what Jack had already determined: the child was head-down, the early pains had been a warning rather than true labor, and both mother and baby were, for the moment, stable. He advised rest, no further hard travel for at least two weeks, and close watching.

Jack paid the fee without comment, then secured a clean room at the small boarding house near the edge of town. He slept in the stable with his horses the first night. The second night Emily asked him to take the chair in the corner of the room instead. He did.

A week later the doctor judged her strong enough to continue if the pace remained careful. Jack offered, without pressure, to take her as far as the next sizable town where she could decide whether to winter over or find passage farther west. Emily accepted.

They traveled slowly. The child grew. The rope marks of fear that had lived under Emily’s skin since the axle broke began to fade. Jack never asked for more than she offered. He never spoke of the three thousand dollars another man might have demanded for such risk and care. He simply drove, stopped when she needed rest, and kept his word.

One evening, camped beside a clear creek under a sky thick with stars, Emily rested her hands on the curve of her belly and felt the baby shift strongly beneath them. Jack sat a short distance away, mending a piece of harness by lantern light.

“You saved us both,” she said quietly.

He looked up. The pale blue eyes caught the lantern glow.

“You did the harder part,” he answered. “You kept going.”

Emily held his gaze for a long moment. The wilderness was still vast and often cruel. Daniel was still gone. The future remained unwritten. Yet for the first time since the gunfire and the broken wagon, she did not feel as though she were traveling through it entirely alone.

She drew a slow breath and let it out.

“When we reach the next town,” she said, “I would like to hear more about the freight routes you run. If you’re willing to tell them.”

Jack’s hands stilled on the leather. Then he nodded once.

“I can do that.”

The lantern flickered. The creek moved over stones. Inside her the child settled, head down, exactly where it needed to be.

Emily closed her eyes and, for the first time in many nights, slept without dreaming of the axle snapping or the auction of her own life. She dreamed instead of a wide sky and a steady pair of hands that had known when to be afraid—and what to do afterward.